I wrote the lyrics to this song in 2012, while I was in the height (or depth rather) of my alcoholism, addiction, and depression.  Recovery isn't perfect, but it IS worth it.

Find a way to be lonely and insecure
Baby you’re not the cure
Find a way to stay angry, you're not my friend
I’m losing all my friends again

I'm not that fond of you
Why am I drawn to you?
You wouldn't like me anyway
And you and I will never be okay
Soon I hope I'll be your last great mistake
So I guess I'll be packing my suitcase

Find a way to stay lost and get broken
All my lines are stolen
Find a way to get loaded so I’m whole again
 Saves me from saying Amen

I'm not that fond of you
Why am I drawn to you?
You wouldn't like me anyway
And you and I will never be okay
Soon I hope I'll be your last great mistake
So I guess I'll be packing my suitcase

Anyway it's been nice but I'm leaving you
Leaving all you're troubles too
By the way I'll think twice before needing you
How's your hate been bleeding you?

I'm not that fond of you
Why am I drawn to you?
You wouldn't like me anyway
And you and I will never be okay
Soon I hope I'll be your last great mistake
So I guess I'll be packing my suitcase

In a way it's been nice I's just passing through
Love the way it hurts when I turn on you
Right when I'm needing you
That's when I'll turn on you

You wouldn't like me anyway
And you and I will never be okay
Soon I hope I'll be your last great mistake
So I guess I'll be packing my suitcase

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